Nothing to say cuz i am juz plain lazy!!. blah
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Friday, July 25, 2008
Something wrong
Sometimes when a dish has too many flavours, it doesn't taste good. Deep inside me, i feel that lots of feeling are mixing around and becoming a ball of emotions... I noe tt ball dun have any happiness... I noe tt ball full of sad, lost, depressed, emo, uncertain, worried...or any other elements tt i can't think of. It is supress and have been acumulating by me...40% or more..i really dun noe... Someone did tell me to find my best friend and speak to them... But i juz dun feel like saying...i dun want to...maybe small little complaint or sadness i would say but not releasing that ball to my friends...or properly i duno where all that emotions come from... I am selfish...
Sometimes i did ask myself do i have friends? do my friends like me? am i a bad friend? Why i said so...not that i have no friend or my friends abandon me...but is tt i am uncertain of myself...or properly i think too much...
I juz hope tt the break down would occur after Aug...i dun want my emotions to affect my studies... i am certainly going to supress and supress...but sometimes when i really want to burst out...i can't...cuz nth trigger me to cry...so tt ball would be left inside n then keep for the next time...tt is what i always do!
And i want a place where there is no one to c me cry... I am alrite i juz need to vent...Back to top/
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Of Jieling
I am lazy
Very lazy!!
Because she just does. INVALID REASON DETECTED!
tag!
Don't bother or maybe if i am less lazy i would do so...lol